just becasue i'm losing,doesn't mean i'm lost.

so i've been trying to keep my head & be strong. it gets harder & harder,but i'm not giving in. i just have to believe that although because i'm in the gutter,that doesn't mean i can't look at the stars...

on my way,

hands down,i'm too proud for love. but with eyes shut it's you i'm thinking of. but how we move from A to B it can't be up to me. cause you don't know who i was before you,basically to see a change in me. i'd be losing,so i just ignore you,yeah. but you're on my mind,my mind,my mind,my mind. and maybe in time time time i'll tell you. but you're on my mindmindmind....

...

i never thought it'd have to be like that. i've always seen the good in you,& given you the benefit of the doubt.but you can't see or don't bother to try to understand what i'm doing.you make me feel like i can't breathe,& this time it's not in a good way.one day you'll realize what you've done to me,and you'll need me,but i won't be there.
neveragain.

-my dream boy is a fallacy.

never.

i have a list of 13 things it's perfectly okay not do to in life and writing a blog is on it.

hell,even reading a blog.

ha,oh well.