nothing but a miracle

"love is a trap. when it appears we see only its light,not its shadows."



please,i wish i could vent properly.

throughout this whole time, the second he was giving up,I was deeply blaming myself. As if, every stunt he pulled was my fault.I'm here questioning God,wondering if something was wrong with ME! I don't understand, how it is so easy for someone to push aside their feelings, let alone HIDE how they truly feel about you, because they’re just afraid of being put in the same old predicament. MOVE ON,LET IT GO. So they accept the next person that can fill their emptiness. Then I'm here on the other end thinking,WAS I NOT ENOUGH? Now I feel like all my hard work, time & effort was completely stripped out of my hands. & I have no control over it. Am I the one with the problem?
But in conclusion,it's not me. Its him.
I'm just generous with love. He’s the one who’s addicted to the idea of finding it,even though it's right in front of him.

& you know what?
That's not MY problem.