yea

I can't sleep. Simply looking at your damn picture is like a jab to my heart. When will I ever start to feel better? But hey,I can't say I didn't try. I put my self out there,I did what you said I should do,I went after what I wanted. and what happened...? Remind never to put forth even minimal effort. Maybe I'll come around in another 10 years or so, when everyone figures out what they want. Until then, I'm checked out on the emotional level.