sweet pea

fuck honesty.
fuck people.
fuck hope.
fuck faith.
fuck caring.
fuck opinions.
fuck chances.
fuck optimism.
fuck the L word.

"we're just letting it go to waste. here are two people who love each other,& we're letting it go to waste."-you♥

question.

am i doing it for me,or am i doing it for you?

the L word

tired tired tired.
stayed up until 2 am,
sitting under my tree with the person i think just may be my soul mate.
i have choices choices choices to make.
stay or go?
i wish it was that easy.
BEST night ever,because you showed me...
WORST night ever,because you told me...

i'm not the same person i used to be.
i love my present,but i also love my past.
i'm not ashamed of what i've had,& i'm not sad because i have it no longer.
i know who i am,and who i want to be.

I always believed that in life if you wanted something so bad, you would never give up on getting it but now, i kinda feel there are somethings you just got to let go - let nature do the work.

...

what in the devil happened to us ?!

oh yessss,right...

different schools,different friends,different directions,different LIFE...

frowns.

we're back and forth,hot and cold.
it's safe to say you keep me on my feet.
keep my heart safe,i've left in your hands.

don'tmakemymistake.

your heart is an empty room

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do.

you.

don't hide love.
express it.
not to demand that they love you back,but to express what you feel inwardly outwardly.

ups&downsss.

10:18 pm,drinking tea,listening to ambient music,reminiscing on a beautiful day spent with a beautiful friend,thinking of ex-lovers,wishing for once that i had one to hold in my arms,i'm singing along,wishing i had written this song,i want to do something no ones ever done before. where is my mind?

i've got it all figured out.

baby,

gahhh

enough said

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