Day 2-your crush

Dear "crush":


if i was a size 3,had an amazing voice,and made a living appearing on the disney channel,you'd know my name. Alas,i am none of those things,so i'll admire you from afar.


your number one fan,
xoxo steff

Day 1-Best Friend

Dear "best friend":


i've lost my touch for words,but the ones i do say are firm and sincere. Just know that i love you,and the sidewalk will always be big enough for all three of us...

xoxo steff

30 Day Letter Project
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

[ecnelis]

my eyes speak volumes.
and in a wink,yours have said it all.
someday you'll know where i'm coming from

there is no emotion for how i feel about you.

eyedeekay

everything about you continues to invade my every thought.
it keeps me from having a healthy relationship & leading a normal life.
i hate you.

i am counting down the days until i leave. everyone makes this whole scene about how far away i'm going and blah blah stay in touch blah blah,when let's face it,you could give a shit less about me,and i give a shit less about you.

you gave my cold heart that warm touch.♥

"Enough about my beauty.” Buttercup said. “Everybody always talks about how beautiful I am. I’ve got a mind, Westley. Talk about that."

...control
self control.
it takes everything in me not to have my words spill out like vomit on the sidewalk.

question: open myself up and sound melodramatic & attention seeking,or drown in my own thoughts??

i just don't know anymore.
estefania equals miscellaneous.

"I'm too shallow. And too picky. Sometimes i miss a good thing when its right in front of me."

i miss seeing your beat up bike on my porch. i miss the 2am phone calls asking if i was awake. i miss the three hour converations about life. i miss laughing at your ear. i miss seeing you on my couch. i miss the random knocking on my window asking for food. i miss my best friend...but you're there,& i'm here,and that's all there really is to it.

my eyes miss your face.
my heart misses your heart.
my soul misses your love...

i hate when i come across your picture,because it makes me miss a friendship that is old and no good for me. I wish there was a way for me to hate you.