sweet pea

day 6-a stranger

Dear stranger:

it only takes me a few looks and a couple words to determine whether i would like you or not. 97% of the earth's population pisses me off,so I hope for you to be that one in a million.

xoxo
steff

d-"is your heart ok?"

"it’s a shame, I am a walking contradiction…I want to be loved, I want someone to love and appreciate me, but how can you love a creature as fleeting as I am..I move, my character changes, I view the world differently each day..I want love, a relationship, comfort and yet I want to carry that comfort with me from place to place everywhere I go and it is not possible and I need to realize that, you can only choose one situation at a time. If I choose to settle with comfort of love before I am ready to, I will undoubtedly end up miserable later in my life, yearning for something more. If I choose to explore before I settle, I will feel accomplished and satisfied that I lived my life to the fullest and now it is time to make a family of my own, to raise other people, children to grow up and enjoy their lives as well. But only when I am finally ready to."

love/hate relationship

He loved her, he loved her, and until he’d loved her she had never minded being alone…

Summer Crossing, Truman Capote

sometimes not enough

day 5-your dreams

dear dreams:

fuck you for only letting the bad ones come true. fuck you for giving me false hopes over and over again. fuck you for letting my over-active imagination get the best of you. fuck you for letting memories from that day and reminicses from the past compile together to make an amazing world that'll never be mine.

xoxo steff

day 4-your siblings

dear sibling(s):

elizabeth,i know you're only seven,but you are really the only person i can count on to always put a smile on my face. i love you more than words can explain.

xoxo steff

day 3-your parents

dear mom&dad:

dad,you've been emotionally absent my whole life. thanks for loving the tv more than you've ever loved me. kthanxbai

mom,its a rule of life that people always love the ones who've hurt them the most. i still love you.

xoxo steff

Day 2-your crush

Dear "crush":

if i was a size 3,had an amazing voice,and made a living appearing on the disney channel,you'd know my name. Alas,i am none of those things,so i'll admire you from afar.

your number one fan,
xoxo steff

Day 1-Best Friend

Dear "best friend":

i've lost my touch for words,but the ones i do say are firm and sincere. Just know that i love you,and the sidewalk will always be big enough for all three of us...

xoxo steff

30 Day Letter Project
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror