day 8-favorite internet friend

dear favorite internet friend:

you don't exist.

xoxo steff

half of my heart won't do.

day 7-ex/love/crush

Dear ex-boyfriend:

I’m not going to write “I hate you”,or that you “mentally fucked me over”,like most teenage girls would,because I’m not that kind of dirty player. Simply put, you’re my ex because you’re an “EXample of what I shouldn’t have again in the future."

Amicably,
the ex-girlfriend

i love zeemmm

day 6-a stranger

Dear stranger:

it only takes me a few looks and a couple words to determine whether i would like you or not. 97% of the earth's population pisses me off,so I hope for you to be that one in a million.

xoxo
steff

d-"is your heart ok?"

"it’s a shame, I am a walking contradiction…I want to be loved, I want someone to love and appreciate me, but how can you love a creature as fleeting as I am..I move, my character changes, I view the world differently each day..I want love, a relationship, comfort and yet I want to carry that comfort with me from place to place everywhere I go and it is not possible and I need to realize that, you can only choose one situation at a time. If I choose to settle with comfort of love before I am ready to, I will undoubtedly end up miserable later in my life, yearning for something more. If I choose to explore before I settle, I will feel accomplished and satisfied that I lived my life to the fullest and now it is time to make a family of my own, to raise other people, children to grow up and enjoy their lives as well. But only when I am finally ready to."

love/hate relationship

He loved her, he loved her, and until he’d loved her she had never minded being alone…



Summer Crossing, Truman Capote

sometimes not enough

day 5-your dreams

dear dreams:


fuck you for only letting the bad ones come true. fuck you for giving me false hopes over and over again. fuck you for letting my over-active imagination get the best of you. fuck you for letting memories from that day and reminicses from the past compile together to make an amazing world that'll never be mine.



xoxo steff

day 4-your siblings

dear sibling(s):


elizabeth,i know you're only seven,but you are really the only person i can count on to always put a smile on my face. i love you more than words can explain.

xoxo steff

day 3-your parents

dear mom&dad:

dad,you've been emotionally absent my whole life. thanks for loving the tv more than you've ever loved me. kthanxbai



mom,its a rule of life that people always love the ones who've hurt them the most. i still love you.



xoxo steff

Day 2-your crush

Dear "crush":


if i was a size 3,had an amazing voice,and made a living appearing on the disney channel,you'd know my name. Alas,i am none of those things,so i'll admire you from afar.


your number one fan,
xoxo steff