Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Dear Jazmin and Ashley:

You ladies were an extremely important part of my world. It was always jazz,ashole,steffypoo,and ling-ling. No one knew me better than you guys. But somewhere along reality set in and we all went our different ways. I want to apologize for letting my pride and anger get in the way,because I know I didn’t try hard enough to keep our friendship together. I will always love you,and I will always view you as the best girl friends I ever had.

xoxo steff
A Sagittarius girl.

A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world.

With a Sagittarius girl, you will never have to guess. She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels. This bluntness may cost her heavily at times, even to the point of ending the relationship. Still, she would act as if she’s not hurt at all and it is just one of the many harmless flirtations she’s had. People will even believe all this, while inside she will be weeping and nursing her wounds. All this time, she will be analyzing what went wrong and when.

Don’t be fooled by them. Look deep inside a Sagittarius female and you will find a woman who is so enthusiastic about life and who trusts easily. Infact, this extreme belief makes her heart vulnerable and defenseless. It gets broken too often, but then, she knows how to move on with life. You will be tempted to care for her. It’s natural. There are hardly any people who can resist the bright and charming disposition of a Sagittarius girl. She will not be too good with money and will most probably be on the extravagant side.

As a mother, she will be very friendly with the kids. Infact, she will be more of a chum, than a mom. Only, you will have to teach them to take her bluntness with a pinch of salt. Apart from that, she will be wonderful and make them as independent as she is. She will be a lovely hostess to guests and make them feel at home. Just let her be what she is. Don’t try to change her and don’t curb her individuality. She will brighten your life with her optimism, boost you with loyalty, trust you blindly and shower her affection on you. She will encourage you to see dreams and help you in making them come true!

love at first sight part deux

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

dear Jorge:

I used to spend every day and night going crazy trying to figure out what I did to make you say you didn’t “trust” me. And I’ve thought about it…you don’t need to forgive me,because I didn’t do anything wrong.


xoxo
steff

day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Dear the boy I’m forced to call “brother”:

You’re not even worth more than a paragraph. The things you have done are unspeakable. I hate you and nothing will ever change that.

steff.

love at first sight

day 11-a deceased person you wish you could talk to

dear tata:

i miss you so much. no one knows how much i cared about you,and how well we got to know each other. you lived with me for 3 years,and in that time i got to know one of the funniest and most caring people i know. you didn't always make the best decisions when it came to trusting people,but i know towards the end,you knew. no one else cared when you told all your stories about your child hood,but i did. no one knows that you were the reason i began playing the violin in the first place,& i remember the look on your face everytime you realized there was finally someone in the family who had something in common with you. it's been a year,and i still cant think about that certain wednesday with losing my breath and feeling my hands shake. everyday there's something else that reminds of you. you were the one who made me realize you dont know what you have until its gone.

love,
tu nina consentida y chuparosa




dear tio:

you were more of a father to me than my own. i remember summers at the ranch,your odd obsession with britney spears,always letting us jump on your belly,and how you always pinched me with your pinky nail. i wish you had been here for our promotion,15th bday,graduation,first day of college... you understood me and angela better than anyone. i never cried at the funeral,and i still havent cried. i feel like thats not something you would have wanted. you were such a joyous person,and so many people loved you. i'll never forget the way you looked in your hawaiian button ups,or the way you laughed. writing this puts a lump in my throat,because i wish you were here so bad.

love,
nenia.

day 10-someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

dear sebastian,john,trevor,&adam:

you guys were my best friends in middle school,and up until the end of freshmen year. i still think about some of our random memories. sebastian,i'm sorry our friendship went downhill and that i never got to say goodbye before you moved to arizona,you meant loads to me. john,it was cody's fault i've known you since the 3rd grade man,hahah. trevor,i still think about the fun times after school in drama. adam,you always asked me for money junior year,i knew it was just an excuse to talk to me b/c i hated your guts.

xoxo
steff

day 9-someone i wish i could meet

dear roomate:

i'm ecstatic,i cant wait to meet you. i have a feeling we'll have TONS in common.i apologize in advance for the bitchy behavior i know i'll have. show me your Bulgarian ways!

xoxo
steff

day 8-favorite internet friend

dear favorite internet friend:

you don't exist.

xoxo steff
half of my heart won't do.

day 7-ex/love/crush

Dear ex-boyfriend:

I’m not going to write “I hate you”,or that you “mentally fucked me over”,like most teenage girls would,because I’m not that kind of dirty player. Simply put, you’re my ex because you’re an “EXample of what I shouldn’t have again in the future."

Amicably,
the ex-girlfriend